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AMAZING LOVE PART 16 from Olivier's blog

Last time Becca was going to back to the city where Chris lived; to meet with him and explain to him face to face. Chris was also going on a trip we don’t know.

What happened?

Let us continue…

Chris’ mother accompanied him and they walked talking.

Chris’ mother: my son, you are looking totally different today and you seem to be very sad. What happened to you? You made this decision to visit your aunt in Burundi without letting me know. And you don’t even know your aunt’s address.

Chris: mom, I am feeling as usual and I don’t know why you saying like that. Honestly it was in my plan to visit my aunt and I will come back with Uncle Joffre from Kinshasa.

Chris’ mother: okay. When are you coming back?

Chris: I will come with Joffre.

His mother wished him goodbye and she went back home.  As a mother, she realized that her son was not well and obviously he had no plan to go to his aunt’s. It was just because he was nervous about what happened between him and Becca. He felt like he could be relieved only if he went far from Becca. 

He took the bus and began his long journey. This happened at the same time Becca was also on bus the coming to Chris’. The two lovers were so sad and it was no longer easy for the two to sit and remedy the situation.  On the bus Becca kept calling Chris, however Chris turned off his phone due to the fact he felt like he had nothing to do with her. Becca was wondering where to start if she met him but she didn’t know that their buses were driving the same road. She said “its okay, even if he could break up with me, I will accept it as long as he gets to know the truth. I know it’s my fault but I want him to know the truth”.

Love kills softly, Chris was kind of missing Becca and thinking about her all the things they’ve been through together but he was not able to talk to her on phone. He didn’t want to hear Becca talking to him and he kept weeping all the way. He thought about how much he used to trust her but when he looked at the photos again, his heart hurt more and more.

On the bus,  a young couple sat next to him and they were talking to each other happily; sharing stories about love and different things. The girl was telling the boy how she loved a guy with all her heart and yet her partner was playing her!

The boy: so what happened after knowing that he played you?

The girl: I hated him!

(Chris was listening to them)

The boy: this is what I don’t agree with lovers. Because I know that love cannot turn into hatred if you truly love someone. You would not hate him if you loved him truly! You left him because he ruined your plan. I will give you an example, do you love yourself?

The girl: I love myself of course!

The boy: great! I think we have the same understanding then. Imagine if you go to the market to buy shoes. And then when you get there, you begin searching the good ones for you among others. And when you finally find them; you agree upon the price, then you pay and go back home with your shoes. Now you get home and find out that you’ve made a mistake the fact that one of a pair does not resemble the other. How would you feel? Wouldn’t you feel so sad?

The girl: when I make the same mistake, I would be sad.

The boy: you see, you can be sad but no one could be accused of your mistake. What would you do to yourself if you make the same mistake?

The girl: nothing. I can only try to search a shoe that resembles a pair I would like to buy.

The boy: that’s good! This is same as love. Guess why you can’t beat yourself for the mistake you’ve made. Ask yourself why you could not give yourself any punishment. Because you love yourself! In love when you make decision just to reduce your pain, you will be selfish. As I told you through that example, there should be reason why you make a mistake and take a wrong shoe. Maybe you could be in rush, or distracted, and at the end of the day you will regret your money and time due to the mistake you’ve made by choosing wrong.  Sometimes you don’t commit suicide after being sad or punish yourself in another way. However, you try something else to make yourself forget what happened to you. This is exactly how you can understand someone who played you for they could have different reasons. If you don’t give them time to explain then you are hurting them beyond you can imagine. When you are walking in the forest, you take the risk of being hurt by thorns. This is how I understand love! Often time we ignore our mistakes and blame our lovers for a little mistake.

They talked about a number of things and everything from their conversation teased him. They were like judging him. He started thinking about love and everything they talked about. Everything the boy talked about was quite common to Chris’ situation. Actually he wondered if it’s worth going away from your love as if she is your enemy.

In fact, Chris had a lot of things going on in his mind about his love but he had no strengths to speak with Becca. He had no control…wondering if she loved him and if she slept on the same bed with Glad. At the same time he was thinking that Becca was a trustworthy person but the photos and Becca’s lies proved to him that she did it. He thought about the long journey and he remembered that his phone was off and Becca could have missed him on phone. Amazing love! Chris started a war in his mind and his heart was judging him about the way he was acting through that time.

He had no idea about what to do. Allow me to come back to Becca. She was driving back to Chris’ place and finally she reached there.

On the other side, Glad was looking on his watch as if he was waiting for someone. After a little while there came Claudia from the opposite side and Glad approached her.

Glad: you are playing a death game, next time you will lose your life.

Claudia: (she laughed) you played it cool. I have received the money on time!

Glad: so give me the disk of the photos.

Claudia: here it is. Deal is done. I have seen two things in the photo. It seemed to me that you two did not have sex; secondly, Becca did not want to sleep in the hotel with you. You love Becca, right?

Glad: where did you get it?

Claudia: take advantage on Chris. Now you know Becca more than him, I bet it is almost impossible for Chris to share a bed with Becca. Don’t be young!

Glad: please help me to win her heart and when the deal is done I will give this money two times!

Claudia: really? Are you serious?

Glad: trust me.

Claudia: ok, let’s sit and I will give you an idea.

Back at Chris’ house Becca met his mother. Chris’ mother was very surprised to see her and she realized that Becca was not well at all. Becca did not hesitate to ask anything…

Becca: Where is Chris?

Chris’ mother: Becca it seems to me that you and Chris are not on good terms. Tell me the truth Becca.

Becca: I am not at peace; please tell me where he has gone. I need to talk to him right now!

Chris’ mother: I am sorry, Chris has gone to Burundi and I think he’s reaching so far right now.  And I don’t know why he didn’t let you know about this journey!

She was not able to be patient with the fact that Chris had already gone. She began to cry in front of his mother. She thought about all the times she tried to reach out to him on phone and that it was not easy for her to find him that moment. She was so sad! She cried over and over again until when she called Chris again but his phone was still unavailable. She didn’t know what to do or anything would help her to meet with Chris. Chris’ mother tried to comfort her and she was also asking Becca what happened between them and why both of them were not happy. Becca did not say anything. After a little while, Becca’s phone rang and when she looked it, she saw the name Chris….NEXP EPISODE!


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